Hesitation Dreams - Single Release

Due to possibly long overdue changes to my personal life that has now flourished into certain eventuality, the EP is further behind schedule. That being said, I've got something for you to check out. I'm officially releasing a single from the upcoming EP. There is a link below for all the places you can download and listen to the first single from the new EP. You will do me a huge favor by sharing if you like it.. This is the first original song I've recorded in over 10 years that also has lyrics. Its not so hard, it just meant a lot to me and my self destructive process involved re-recording over and over, throwing out previous versions and countless revisions, until I either found it was perfect or loved the result because of how much I hated it. I've also posted the lyrics here for you to gawk at. I hope you have good headphones.

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  • what are you doing here, in this place?
  • i can’t help but notice you are lost in your own head 
  • are you trying to hide yourself
  • cause if so you are not gunna fool me
  • or anyone else
  • except yourself

this world is not, composed of things you used to know
you preach the past, and it feels like gravel on my tongue
like gravel on my tongue

  • what are you doing here, in this place?
  • your god cant save you now, i doubt that he'd know how  
  • there comes a time  you have to ask yourself
  • do you even really believe in, these fairy tales your told
  • you chose to play it safe
  • so you don’t shake the ground you waste

we must advance, so I’m gunna make a change
leave you behind
you preach the past, and it feels like gravel on my tongue
this world is not, composed of things you used to know
i’ll find new ways, to be the wretch you’ve always known

I can’t keep up the pace

  • she turns to me and says
  • what are you doing here, in this place?
  • I don’t know I don’t know i’m just doing what i’m told
  • that’s just my best excuse
  • but even I don’t really believe in a single word i’ve said
  • I got nothing left to lose
  • but so very much to prove…
we must advance, so I’m gunna make a change
you can’t tell me no, no you can’t tell me no
you preach the past, and it feels like gravel on my tongue
i’m not the same thing that I was, i’m not the same that I was
this world is not, composed of things you used to know
i’ll find new ways, to be the wretch you’ve always known